Hi everyone, wow. It’s been a long time! There’s so much to update you all on, so this post is just to catch up. I moved to Ottawa on December 29th, 2017, and it’s been almost two months but so much has happened! The first night at my new place I got locked out of… Continue reading First Post Since My Move to Ottawa
That’s it. Tonight is the last night I’ll be sleeping in this room like it’s mine. My home is going to be a new, strange place, and it’s finally hitting me. I won’t wake up to hear my parents talking in the kitchen, or smell dad’s coffee as I walk down the stairs. I won’t… Continue reading Bittersweet Goodbyes
For the first time in several months I had a moment of frustration. I’ve been on a really amazing run of peace in all my circumstances, joy and hope about my future, and excitement for the opportunities God has been providing for me. But this evening, an unfortunate consequence of a poor decision I made a… Continue reading 12/24/17
Why do we feel like we always need to be in control? What do we get out of making sure things always go our way? I used to want control to the point where I would get anxiety about the future. I would worry that if things didn’t work out the way I planned, that… Continue reading How My Life Got Better When I Let Go and Let God
She loves the state of fog she’s in. It fades the trees to painted wisps of smoke, and all she can see is the faint yellow line dividing the black asphalt. The lack of scenery in the headlights allows no distractions from the daydreams cruising through her head. The Cure’s “Lovesong” blares from the walls of the car doors,… Continue reading “Fog”
Reach your hand and take hold Can you wake me up Cruised then crashed, caught off guard Say the words, reveal it Can you take me in Under waves, an echoed voice Dig deep and give your heart Can you pull me out Prospective and inevitable Make eye contact and lock it Can you make… Continue reading “Safe”
This is a question that people have been asking since the beginning. Why does God allow evil and suffering? While I believe no one can fully understand or know God’s reasons, the scriptures give a lot of insight into the purpose of evil and suffering in the world. As I studied and went through… Continue reading Why Does God Allow Evil and Suffering?